As I posted earlier, I've been having worries all day. After I had been by myself at work long enough I became sure that I have an ectopic pregnancy. I've had a pain in my left side that comes and goes for the past two days. What I didn't take into account was that my pants were a little tight today and I was wearing control hose on Sunday. Tomorrow I will wear stretch pants and make sure I'm not worried unless I feel it in those, too. Hopefully it won't be there. It hasn't been a problem since I put my jammies on.
So far this pregnancy (okay, okay. I know I've only been aware of it for 3 full days now) is different from the last one in how my mind is working on it. It doesn't seem real and it isn't possessing my mind at every moment. Part of it may be that I'm pretty focused on being sick. Oddly enough, I'm not tempted to spill the beans to anyone. The closest I've come to that is wanting to call the doctor's office so they can tell me I don't have an ectopic pregnancy. Hopefully I'll be able to keep my freaking out to a minimum and get it over with quickly.
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